i've lost in the batle of my survival
time is catching up on me
i know there isnt much time for me to repent and turn back the times
while sitting down alone
my memories just flash at me
thinking back at all the times
bad and good ones
i really did lots of mistake
i was foolishly in love
i've neglected my family, my health and most importantly
my life
i left school because of love
my dreams shattered right in front of me
i killed myself in the process
to think she the one
protecting her with my heart and soul
but yet in the end i lost
my time is short
my sickness is getting worst
and i've seen alot of things coming
which i know i cant stop it
and if i go too soon to tell my tale
i want to firstly
apologize to my mom and dad
to all my family members
if i ever did any wrongs
which i knew i do
i hurt alot of you
in this process of 2 years
and to all my closes frens
who helped me alot
thank you
and to god who given me this life to live
i'm more than greatful enough to breathe the air
life is cruel if we choose it to be cruel
fate is in our hands
we choose the path