life hides beneath shallow water
always look calm on the surface but deadly inside
thats what i'm all about
i'm all looking fine outside
but who knows what going on inside
physically and emotionally
i too am confused
i'm not sure to cry in pain
or to cry for sorrows
the anger and hatred is building
and dilemma is starting again
i'm not even sure where to start with
family life friends
everything is in a mess
even my health

i kindly hope that those people who think they really know me
sad to say all this while i've been faking
i dun wan you people to get worried
i'm able to think for myself now
i can make my own decission
like i said once "i'll always live my life to the fullest"
even during the darkest part of my life
i'll still put a smile on my face
but one day it'll died out on me
when i'm too weak to even breathe
much as well smile

as for love
nothing complicated enuf fer that
i'm giving up on love itself
one of the reason why my health is getting from bad to worst
i dont even know if one day i'll be love again
it was a great feeling to be loved, pampered and cared
nothing can ever replaced the love u once gave
and no where can i be able to find love like yours again
the thought of it all is killing the fact that i'm not with you
and i dun even know how long i can torture myself
all i know one day it will comes to an end
what goes up must come down
those who breathe will die one day
thats all i've got to say

my only aim now is for my bands ep laucnh to be a successfull one
and to get in baybeats 2009
other than that i'll let god decide my fate
will be love or hate

bites